I have been going through a lot lately I'm not gonna lie. I have struggled knowing who I am or what my worth is. And then one Sunday night it all came to me as a flood of things. At least 5 texts from people whom I truly admire telling me to push on and telling me of my infinite worth. Though I may question it sometimes I know that I am important and that peopled really do care about me. I felt that love pouring down from my Heavenly Father more than ever. Because my trials are but a small moment. Because that crack in my heart that he made will soon mend.
Last night as I felt many things crashing down I really got the true taste of who my real friends are. Because sometime jut eating cookie dough and laying on my bed with an amazing friend can change the world. Talking with someone who understands and actually cares meant so so much. Pouring out everything about boys,friends, family, our first kiss wants, that driver of the purple truck who broke us and even food we could go on and on. A true best friend couldn't come at a better time.
Even though that smile sometimes still finds it's way to pierce my heart. The leather jacket that made its way around my shoulders on that night..... It's means nothing to me anymore. Hey boy it's your loss. It's your fault you are losing me. So stop playing games.
I feel like all of the right things are falling into place. You win some and you lose some and that's the way it's supposed to be.
I hope all people of this world know that you should NEVER mess with any o my friends. Because you will definitely regret it.
Seeing old friends from dear old Lincoln and caring up is probably one of the best things ever.
Late night phone calls with T&T leave me laughing on the floor or smiling of there sweetness.
Single, completely confused, happy, sophomore, but now I know who is real.
Shelbbbbbyyyyy
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