So confused I don't even know a title.....

I guess they say you choose your attitude......

and I just cannot choose a good one

cause I feel friendless....

and alone

and that boy

it is over so over :(

and I have been crying

and when I do that my eyes get swollen

I want to run away

just like Tyler did

I want chocolate...

I just gotta keep going! and going hard

determined/ Shelby

All good things have to come to a end.....

So yeah.....

I am confused most of my life

and I think the chills and the butterflies

are over

really...over

and I am sad

cause girls are dumb

and so dramatic

and one of them hates me

and I really don't like it when people hate me

but she does

and It hurts

I am alone

well at least that's how I feel.

And...him

done

not like they ever really was something

but I thought he might

like...me

but i don't know and I guess I will never know

so if this is an emotion

so be it

Confused, Shelby...

My cheeks hurt from smiling so much :):)

Him.....

Oh gosh

when i hear his name

when I feel the vibrate of my phone knowing it is him

when my friends say "he totally likes you"

ah:)

even if it isn't true

it still makes me smile

cause that is what crazy girls do :)

Fall I love it

I can feel it in the air

football season :)

Love

I have amazing friends

they seriously make me smile

They are what keeps me going :)

Love, plain and simple shelby

I cry....

I cry because.........

girls are dumb

the only thing worse than girls is boys

I felt the spirit

My ward is amazing

my team lost

she acts so diffrent

I have to be a leader

I have the greatest best friends

I have no idea what I am doing

I am young and life is werid and I believe

because thier smiles made me so happy

I cry because I am so blessed

and of course every post needs some quotes....

Love, shelby

When nothing goes right...go left :)

So I just made a collective decision

with my myself

Bad attitudes suck

So why have I been having one?

My wise mother said "Life is to short to hate people"

and this was my Epiphany!

I want to be the example.

To my friends who "hate" the world!

and I say

Jesus said love everyone :)

and they get so greatly annoyed

My High school friend said "how do you like Lincoln?"

and I replied happily "It is so good :):)"

and she said in a surprised tone....."you are the first one to say that"

"If everyone else is gonna have a bad attitude I am gonna stand up and be the example"

and me and Karen being so depressed just thought......We have to live life to the fullest

My attitude has turned around!!!!!

and it is GREAT!

quotes have definitely helped.....

and seminary and the scriptures

and basketball

and being a leader

and laughing a lot

and my best friends

and football...lots of football

and good advice

so in all closing Life is good!!!!!!

Your not worth it.

He is gone

He doesn't care

He kicked me to the curb

My choices feel limited

I am in a low place

The rain is me

I am falling

Not knowing why

Not knowing how

Ugh.

help

I wish I could figure myself out - Shelb

Sick.

I am so sick I have missed a day of church, 3 days of school. This is not going well and today I switched like all of my classes (WHAT THE HECK) and I am not very happy about it :( Ugh depression mode is here.......

Ok not funny anymore..

Seriously most likely the worst week of my 14 years of living it was HORRIBLE.

I couldn't walk home from seminary cause apparently ...it's against the law.

I sprained my foot BAD

Tyler left...........

I missed a moment with my friends boy watching

I cried WAY too much

I lost my phone!

I was all crippled while my friends were all gorgeous at the football game.

But.... maybe just maybe the weekend was amazing :)

I watched BYU football at the ward's and ate a HUGE hot dog :) and I didn't even feel bad ha

And BYU won :)

and My friends came to mi House and made me laugh :) and told me I looked pretty when I felt like a mess

Then we went to Lehi to watch the amazingness of Tyler and caden :)

and my cousins were there...along with some amazing guy friends and there mom's :)

and my PG friends watched as Lehi kicked Plesant Grove's trash :)

And we took pictures...

and the day of Labor....

We went to the international house of pancakes

and we went boating with the jarvis fambam :) and It was SO fun

so yeah very mixed up week :)

I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

Love, The one the only Shelby :)

He is Leaving.....

My best friend forever .....

My 1st Love.....

He is gone .... of to the bigger and better things of Lehi Jr

I am gonna miss him so much

I have been crying all day

I am so depressed at the moment.

I just want him to stay, for our last year to live it up but.... He is gone

Even writing this post is making me more and more sad

I have the worst headache ever!

Goodbye to the many memories... 9th grade just won't be the same with him gone..

So sad- Shelby Bishop....