Behind These Hazel Eyes: October 2011

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Heart breaker.

Yeah didn't know it could happen again
so hard so fast
but it did
Heartbroken
by the heart breaker.
He got me and my best friend
I guess for him it was just a 2 in 1 deal
but not for us
We stuck together and that's why I love her!
But either way I cannot get him off of my mind
I miss him
and our talks
and his hugs
But he wont forgive me....
:/
Well My guys friends beat all :)
They help me forget about this Jerk and make me Laugh :)
Love them !
I love my family they never judge me so I can be absolutely insane around them :)
I love the gospel!!!!!!!
so I cannot let this boy get to me
I cannot let him put me down when in my family's eyes
in my friends eyes
in the Lords eyes
I am of infinite value :)
Love, Shlebi ;)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

I really needed this.......

I know that god is watching over me.

He knows everything I am going through.

With jerks and mean girls.

They don't know who they are.

But I do.

Even with these trials I am going through and I just want to cry.

He has felt my pain and at least I know that he does understand.

Yes I am sad right now but i am definitely working towards the change I want

And I will get there.

I am Shelby Bishop, I am not this drama, I am not this sadness, I am not the people around me.

We sang this in Young Women's today and I really needed it t helped :)

Walk tall your a daughter of god

Right now I have a prayer deep within my heart, A prayer for each of you there is a special part.
That you remember who you are and him who lives above.
Please seek for him and live his way; You'll feel his love.

(chorus)
Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,
Be strong and remember who you are,
Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.
He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand.

Long before the time you can remember,
Our Father held you in his arms so tender.
Those loving arms released you as he sent you down to earth.
He said, "My child, I love you. Don't forget your great worth."

(chorus)
Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,
Be strong and remember who you are,
Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.
He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand.

This life on earth we knew would not be easy.
At times we lose our way his path we may not see.
But remember always that you are not alone.
He'll take your hand, He loves you! He will guide you home.

(chorus)
Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,
Be strong and remember who you are,
Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.
He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand