Hmmmm

a Million thoughts go through my head.

should I change this or just give up?

I listen to every Taylor Swift song looking for a sign.

But I just can't even make any decisions

I don't know what to do,

I am stuck.

Well I have noticed have been happier, maybe it's because I let go of those unnecessary worries.

and just live my life :)

2011 is ending, and I am more than exited to be entering a new year to start over.

I attended my best friends/cousins wedding she was married in the Mesa Temple and sealed for all eternity.

I cannot wait until I get to go to the Temple.

I also got to spend tons of time with my Arizona cousins, Playing Just Dance 3, riding 4-wheelers,EATING :) I love them to death!

well Over and Out- Shelllllbbby, 14

Live like there is no tomorrow.

What if it ended and ended now,

would you have regrets, things left unsaid, dares you have always wanted to do?

well I have made a collective decision to be me.

because this is the only life I have

I am letting go, moving on

to a new chapter in my life

this is new this is real

I want

a happy attitude

real true friends

to gain a better testimony

to learn.

I am ready to read those new words in the book of my life

with no regrets, nothing left unsaid, always fulfilling any dare.

It will be hard, I am aware

but it will definitely be worth it.

I loved him.

its over, done :)

and I am content with that.

Happy, beyond all reason :)

here is to the new, Shelby Kathryn Bishop

So yeah.

-My best friends give me makeovers a lot

-I miss Journalism

-He is mean

-I miss Tyler

-Kristiana is My sister and that will never change

-This year is going by too fast

-I listen to music way too much

-I am a Pinster (Pinning Gangster)

- My iPhone is my baby

-Junior High couples are dumb. not cute

-My family are the only who really understand me

-I love my Bed.

-Ella and I should be comideans

-My 2nd Family are the Mathews

-Justin, Chad, Cade and Ryan are the type of friends where I could show up in sweats and no makeup and they would still love me

-Inside Jokes are the BEST

-Stuco is great

- I have 2 little brothers, Talmage and Tane and I love them both!

-I love Biology

-If I could count how many walks me and Taylor have been on

-Monica and I didn't shave the entire November :)

- I like to dress up and have no where to go

-I hate Algebra, hence this is my 3rd time taking it.

-AF High school is in my future

-I love Seminary

-When I fall in Love, I fall hard

This is me in a nutshell

-Shelby.

Growing up, and Growing apart

Well

this sucks

growing up

:/

9th grade at lincoln is not like 9th grade at any other Jr. High

9th grade is when we know that we will be splitting

To many different high schools

and we know that and it hurts

We have become more mature

and sometimes thats splits us before it it even time...

I dread school everyday

cause I am losing friends, and fast

I have just changed, and I guess they weren't ready for that

I have had to grow in all of the hard times, the new friends, the learning

and so I just feel alone.

Girls are weird...

It was beyond peaceful eating lunch with some boys

no drama, no dirty looks

I really Hate that.

In other news

That Boy left for a long time to the land of mexico...

and I have been having this break, which is good for me

I have ocensianally stopped thinking about him

and I really know I just want friends, the kind of friends who are real and make me laugh and i feel comfortable around

I know it sounds bad but my other friends (lincoln friends) I have grown out of them

and it is bad.

well this is me leaving confuzzeld

-Shelby....new

Ah...Bliss

Lovely

when I find I am in the perfect place

the best friend

it works

My smart best friend (Ella Mathews The dark pretty one said)

Liking boys is stupid

and pointless

and sometimes that one boy could end up being your best friend

so why do you need a "boyfriend"

who makes you truly LOL at his texts

and you read an amazing blog that makes you think Tyler who?

and sometimes your Best Friend will truly be with you forever because ....she is your beautiful sister :)

Life is truly good :)

-Shelbyshelbyshelbyshelby (and proud of it)

Heart breaker.

Yeah didn't know it could happen again
so hard so fast
but it did
Heartbroken
by the heart breaker.
He got me and my best friend
I guess for him it was just a 2 in 1 deal
but not for us
We stuck together and that's why I love her!
But either way I cannot get him off of my mind
I miss him
and our talks
and his hugs
But he wont forgive me....
:/
Well My guys friends beat all :)
They help me forget about this Jerk and make me Laugh :)
Love them !
I love my family they never judge me so I can be absolutely insane around them :)
I love the gospel!!!!!!!
so I cannot let this boy get to me
I cannot let him put me down when in my family's eyes
in my friends eyes
in the Lords eyes
I am of infinite value :)
Love, Shlebi ;)

I really needed this.......

I know that god is watching over me.

He knows everything I am going through.

With jerks and mean girls.

They don't know who they are.

But I do.

Even with these trials I am going through and I just want to cry.

He has felt my pain and at least I know that he does understand.

Yes I am sad right now but i am definitely working towards the change I want

And I will get there.

I am Shelby Bishop, I am not this drama, I am not this sadness, I am not the people around me.

We sang this in Young Women's today and I really needed it t helped :)

Walk tall your a daughter of god

Right now I have a prayer deep within my heart, A prayer for each of you there is a special part.
That you remember who you are and him who lives above.
Please seek for him and live his way; You'll feel his love.

(chorus)
Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,
Be strong and remember who you are,
Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.
He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand.

Long before the time you can remember,
Our Father held you in his arms so tender.
Those loving arms released you as he sent you down to earth.
He said, "My child, I love you. Don't forget your great worth."

(chorus)
Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,
Be strong and remember who you are,
Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.
He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand.

This life on earth we knew would not be easy.
At times we lose our way his path we may not see.
But remember always that you are not alone.
He'll take your hand, He loves you! He will guide you home.

(chorus)
Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,
Be strong and remember who you are,
Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.
He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand

Dont mess with this.

I got this.

So don't even go there.

Mean Girls

Whatever

Jerks

Who Cares

I am me. plain. simple.

Even though I am in the middle of emotions right now....

Not sad

Not happy

but fine. just fine.

so i will just live my life...

<3 Shelby :/

So confused I don't even know a title.....

I guess they say you choose your attitude......

and I just cannot choose a good one

cause I feel friendless....

and alone

and that boy

it is over so over :(

and I have been crying

and when I do that my eyes get swollen

I want to run away

just like Tyler did

I want chocolate...

I just gotta keep going! and going hard

determined/ Shelby

All good things have to come to a end.....

So yeah.....

I am confused most of my life

and I think the chills and the butterflies

are over

really...over

and I am sad

cause girls are dumb

and so dramatic

and one of them hates me

and I really don't like it when people hate me

but she does

and It hurts

I am alone

well at least that's how I feel.

And...him

done

not like they ever really was something

but I thought he might

like...me

but i don't know and I guess I will never know

so if this is an emotion

so be it

Confused, Shelby...

My cheeks hurt from smiling so much :):)

Him.....

Oh gosh

when i hear his name

when I feel the vibrate of my phone knowing it is him

when my friends say "he totally likes you"

ah:)

even if it isn't true

it still makes me smile

cause that is what crazy girls do :)

Fall I love it

I can feel it in the air

football season :)

Love

I have amazing friends

they seriously make me smile

They are what keeps me going :)

Love, plain and simple shelby

I cry....

I cry because.........

girls are dumb

the only thing worse than girls is boys

I felt the spirit

My ward is amazing

my team lost

she acts so diffrent

I have to be a leader

I have the greatest best friends

I have no idea what I am doing

I am young and life is werid and I believe

because thier smiles made me so happy

I cry because I am so blessed

and of course every post needs some quotes....

Love, shelby

When nothing goes right...go left :)

So I just made a collective decision

with my myself

Bad attitudes suck

So why have I been having one?

My wise mother said "Life is to short to hate people"

and this was my Epiphany!

I want to be the example.

To my friends who "hate" the world!

and I say

Jesus said love everyone :)

and they get so greatly annoyed

My High school friend said "how do you like Lincoln?"

and I replied happily "It is so good :):)"

and she said in a surprised tone....."you are the first one to say that"

"If everyone else is gonna have a bad attitude I am gonna stand up and be the example"

and me and Karen being so depressed just thought......We have to live life to the fullest

My attitude has turned around!!!!!

and it is GREAT!

quotes have definitely helped.....

and seminary and the scriptures

and basketball

and being a leader

and laughing a lot

and my best friends

and football...lots of football

and good advice

so in all closing Life is good!!!!!!

Your not worth it.

He is gone

He doesn't care

He kicked me to the curb

My choices feel limited

I am in a low place

The rain is me

I am falling

Not knowing why

Not knowing how

Ugh.

help

I wish I could figure myself out - Shelb

Sick.

I am so sick I have missed a day of church, 3 days of school. This is not going well and today I switched like all of my classes (WHAT THE HECK) and I am not very happy about it :( Ugh depression mode is here.......

Ok not funny anymore..

Seriously most likely the worst week of my 14 years of living it was HORRIBLE.

I couldn't walk home from seminary cause apparently ...it's against the law.

I sprained my foot BAD

Tyler left...........

I missed a moment with my friends boy watching

I cried WAY too much

I lost my phone!

I was all crippled while my friends were all gorgeous at the football game.

But.... maybe just maybe the weekend was amazing :)

I watched BYU football at the ward's and ate a HUGE hot dog :) and I didn't even feel bad ha

And BYU won :)

and My friends came to mi House and made me laugh :) and told me I looked pretty when I felt like a mess

Then we went to Lehi to watch the amazingness of Tyler and caden :)

and my cousins were there...along with some amazing guy friends and there mom's :)

and my PG friends watched as Lehi kicked Plesant Grove's trash :)

And we took pictures...

and the day of Labor....

We went to the international house of pancakes

and we went boating with the jarvis fambam :) and It was SO fun

so yeah very mixed up week :)

I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

Love, The one the only Shelby :)

He is Leaving.....

My best friend forever .....

My 1st Love.....

He is gone .... of to the bigger and better things of Lehi Jr

I am gonna miss him so much

I have been crying all day

I am so depressed at the moment.

I just want him to stay, for our last year to live it up but.... He is gone

Even writing this post is making me more and more sad

I have the worst headache ever!

Goodbye to the many memories... 9th grade just won't be the same with him gone..

So sad- Shelby Bishop....

Heros :)

Today in young women's we talked about our hero's so in honor of that here are my hero's.....and no I am not going to write something about them because some are personal reasons of why they are a hero to me. I am so grateful to be surrounded by such amazing people

:)

This is My grandma and grandpa Roberts

This is Ophy :)
Some of my Bishop cousins Nate, Morgan, Nikki, Sammy, Zach and my sister Sydney

This is My cousin Ty Ty
This is Sami Murphy :)
This is Monica Hymas :)
These are my Roberts cousins Taylor, Tobie, Saydi, Kinzie, and Kade
This is my mommy :):)
And my Daddy :)
Love always, Shelby Kathryn :)

My Bestest Friends....... :)

My bestest friends on this planet in no particular order :)

These are my new best friends Braiden and Tanner I love them dearly they are both so easy to talk to :)and are always caring about me and how I feel seriously the best boys :)
Might as well do my brothers together :) Tane and Tyler we have been Best friends since the good old Pre-K If I had an older brother it would be Ty he gives the best advice ever! and as for little brothers that job goes to Tane seriously people think we are related cause we tease each other so much I am at every football game and have gone through all there heartbreak with them. Never separated brother, brother, SISTER
Monica :) I can tell her absolutely anything about my life and she always understands. we have many confession sessions :) she is one person who always gives me good advice and we can talk for hours..

This is the oh amazing Whitney Heso :) my next door neighbor which was definitely meant to be :) We have to much fun :) she is always there for me
Kristiana or in my words Nona :) Best friends since 4th grade we really are sisters:)
Taylor Hammer: I love this girl so much I can tell her anything she is so very beautiful :)

I am so grateful for all my amazing friends :)

Freshman :)

Well Let me just tell you I love my humble abode of Lincoln Academy. I feel so comfortable I can be myself, Lincoln is Family.

My dearest Daddy one day thought I want to start a school where my children will feel safe and happy ( I quite like that guy )

And boy oh boy did he get it right and now at this moment in Time I am the Student Body President of Lincoln Academy... My School where everyone knows me and loves me I have many Brothers and sisters who make me laugh a lot!

But as I am thinking this is my very last year at this wonderful place I call home.

Away from all the teachers who I grew up with.......My favorite friends of this world. and we will separate to many different High schools

some to AF ( the chosen place ) some to Lehi some to Lone Peak and Even some to PG and beyond.

I am so grateful for this place that I believe was meant for me and my family we like it there very much :)

Thank you Lincoln Academy and as my last year it will be the BOMB.com

Love always, Shelby :):)

Please don't go away.....

On this last Day of summer I am reflecting........I am gonna miss MOAB....7peaks........Trips to AF canyon just cause we can..........EFY...........Summer Loving :)......Denny's...........Craziness and Idaho with my cousins.......

There is much much more but summer has been the BOMB I don't want it to end But I guess I am moving on being a freshman and student body president... a whole new adventure goodbye summer you were great I cannot wait to see you again :D

I am addicted and I just can't get enough :)

These are a few of my favorite things........