Today was one of those days where I just felt like I honestly couldn't talk to anyone. When I was sitting with at least 15 other people during lunch I felt totally alone and unwanted. Every little thing was bugging me. I was being ignored by the one person who I really wanted to talk to. Because he didn't wait to walk me to class again. Because friends are mad at friends and yada yada. Honestly sometimes I just have those days where I go from being on top of the freaking world to feeling like I am not even important.
So in seminary today my teacher said something about having a good attitude and the people around you will have a good attitude too. I always always try to put on a happy face and fake it till I make it because I believe that it is my choice to be happy or be be miserable.
I am honestly so very very blessed. I have a family who loves me and friends who love me. But still, suddenly sometimes I feel like satan is after me and my friends because we are so lucky.
I am going to try better to be better:)
As always my blog post is completely all over the place. sorry for that.
Love always, single, silly, sappy, sophomore Shelby:)
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