Growing up, and Growing apart

Well

this sucks

growing up

:/

9th grade at lincoln is not like 9th grade at any other Jr. High

9th grade is when we know that we will be splitting

To many different high schools

and we know that and it hurts

We have become more mature

and sometimes thats splits us before it it even time...

I dread school everyday

cause I am losing friends, and fast

I have just changed, and I guess they weren't ready for that

I have had to grow in all of the hard times, the new friends, the learning

and so I just feel alone.

Girls are weird...

It was beyond peaceful eating lunch with some boys

no drama, no dirty looks

I really Hate that.

In other news

That Boy left for a long time to the land of mexico...

and I have been having this break, which is good for me

I have ocensianally stopped thinking about him

and I really know I just want friends, the kind of friends who are real and make me laugh and i feel comfortable around

I know it sounds bad but my other friends (lincoln friends) I have grown out of them

and it is bad.

well this is me leaving confuzzeld

-Shelby....new