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I am to the highest point confuzzled at this time in my life
especially because of this one certain boy who confuses me to infinity and beyond I never know what he is thinking!!! and of course you would expect that because he is a boy and boys have cooties!!!!!!! but I am also confused with my self about this unnamed boy my feelings are very much like i am in a spinning room and cannot stop EVER. How does one not understand her own feelings? Do I like this certain person? or do i just want to be very best friends with this child? This is a crazy mixed up world you cannot figure your own self out..... I need a best friend. I really do cause as of now no one is in line for the position It hurts me being a OLD freshman with out a true best friend this is not going well..

I also have been having nightmares of the one year away fate of HIGH SCHOOL the AF kind. I have not been to public school sine 1st GRADE how do you even do that!!!!!! I have been in my own bubble of Lincoln Academy for 6 years and it has been all well until i start thinking of me at AFHS in a garbage can lost and alone with gross cafeteria food all over me with no friends. So if my dreams are true I am moving to Antarctica immediately. So these are my thoughts for this fine Sunday .

Peace Out - Shelby Kathryn Bishop :/